The Ghost Adagio Full

In the basement of the Kenmore Conservatory of Music, the practice rooms are dark and gloomy, with radiators that clank like Marley's ghost and steam that clogs your lungs like molasses.

Room 8 is the worst of all. The fluorescent lights flicker constantly, giving you a headache. But that's not the main reason no one wants to go in there.

They say it's haunted. Year after year, some unfortunate students have to use that room when the rest are being used. They stumble out wild-eyed, barely able to talk.

“It’s foggy and there’s a terrible smell! Sometimes there’s music from there when the rest of you guys have gone home.”

“That’s nothing. I heard someone moaning, and they sure weren’t having fun.”

“Oh bullshit!”

“It’s true. You go there sometime. I’d rather wait for hours before I go back in that hellhole.”

Emily Choy, a senior studying composition and piano performance, scoffed at those stories. She didn't believe in ghosts, and it all sounded like a hoax handed down from previous students.

One March afternoon, she slogged through the drizzle and slush to the school, shivering in the chilly wind. She wished she’d worn her winter coat, but the weather app on her phone had said 40 degrees. It felt a lot colder than that. Oh well, this was New England. If you didn’t like the weather, wait five minutes and it would change.

She tugged open the massive basement door and stepped into a solid wall of heat and noise. The stairwell echoed with ghostly instruments and voices as she went down. Every practice room echoed with a cacophony of sound.                                          

Except for that damned Room 8. In addition to being smelly and hot, it had a creaky old piano with only 85 keys, not the usual 88. So you weren’t even playing with a full deck – literally. The old beast had wooden pedals and never stayed in tune to A440, concert pitch. String players hated having to tune to it, and singers complained they had to sing too low. And of course piano players had to struggle with the sticky keys.

“How did it get here anyway?” Emily asked her friend Marina one day as they prepared to practice Beethoven’s ‘Kreutzer Sonata.’ It ought to be hauled away and shot.”

Marina laughed and tied her purple-green hair in a rubber hand. “Don’t you wish? I heard it was donated to the school a hundred years by the family of a dead composer.”

Emily made a face. “But why did they accept that old monster?”

“Rich people love to give their pianos to music schools.” Marina began to rosin her bow. “They think us students will be thrilled to play on ‘fine old instruments.’ That’s the trouble. They’re old. Gimme an A, will you?”

They began to tune. Emily said, “Nobody’s played it or maintained it. It might be pretty, with fancy scrollwork and those carved legs, but the innards are toast.”

She knew all about piano innards. She’d heard the terms “hammers,” “dampers,” “felts” and “sounding boards” since she could toddle. Her mother had been a concert pianist who retired after getting married. Rosa Choy gave up her career to raise a family and never let them forget it. She’d started Emily with lessons the minute her fingers could press down the keys.

“It’s a good thing I like playing piano,” Emily told her friends. “She practically chained me to it after school every day.” Memories of those long dark afternoons were engraved in her brain. While her friends played soccer or hung out at the mall, Emily memorized endless scales and sonatas. Fortunately, she did love music, and Beethoven was her favorite composer.

After they’d practiced, Marina told Emily about a new movie she'd seen. "It’s called ‘Cut Time.’ A string quartet gets trapped in a castle with a crazy composer. He holds them captive and threatens to murder them if they don't play his music." She grinned."' Phantom of the Opera’ meets ‘The Shining.’" They all chuckled at the double meaning of the title. "Cut Time" in musical terms means playing a piece with two beats to a measure instead of four. "Cut time" needs no explanation.

Emily rolled her eyes. “Sounds great. Now I just have to get my sonata in shape.” She packed the tattered Beethoven book in her tote bag, She was working on his Sonata no. 23, the "Appassionata," for the school's upcoming recital.

For the recital, the students were required to play a traditional piece as well as compose a new one. Emily loved to improvise - creating music on the spot- but writing it down involved tremendous discipline and mastery of music theory. She wasn't like Mozart, who could play billiards and scribble operas at the same time.

Now she entered Room 8 and switched on the light. So far, the rumors were true. The air smelled musty and the radiator clanked like Marley's ghost. The fluorescent lights in the ceiling flickered nonstop, giving her a headache. But she didn't see any fog or smell anything odd. She took off her jacket and opened the keyboard of the ancient piano. It creaked like old bones waking up. When she played a scale, the notes echoed in a jumble of sound instead of clear rising tones.

“Sing, you old beast,” she snapped as she set up her music book on the desk

“I’m trying,” replied a hollow voice.

Emily jumped. “Who said that?”

“Don’t be afraid,” said the voice. It seemed to be coming from the piano. “I won’t hurt you.”

Whoever that was didn't belong in there. Emily slammed the keyboard shut and stood up.

"Don't go!" cried the woman's voice.

“Who are you?” Emily shouted.

“My name is Fan Xiao-wei . Have you not heard of me?”

“No.”

“I’m not surprised. In my day, nobody believed a Chinese woman could compose Western classical music."

Emily snorted. “Right. You’re a talking piano. Now I’ve heard everything.” She marveled at how calmly she was standing there, talking to some invisible being.

 “Please stay,” begged the piano. “If you learn my music, I will sing for you as no one else can.”

"But what happened to you?"

Now the voice turned fierce. “I was the first woman and the first Chinese-American composer to win the Cornwall Competition. The composer who placed second swore he would block my every effort to get published or recognized. He taunted me, saying ‘No one will ever believe a Chinese woman could write such music. I will make sure of it.’ And he was right.'"

"What happened?"

"When I couldn't take any more abuse, I came in here and hanged myself from the pipes."

"Oh my God!" Emily jumped up, dropping her music books all over the floor. She scrambled to stuff them back in her bag, hands shaking.

 The voice turned desperate. "Please bring back my music."

"No!!" Emily headed for the door and found it locked. She rattled the knob in terror. Whoever it was, ghost or human, knew how to lock massive World War II-era doors.

"Now open my cover," the voice commanded. Emily began to smell something strange, and cold mist filled the air.

With dread in her stomach, Emily heaved open the large lid of the piano, half- expecting to find a body inside. But it looked like a regular piano, except all the strings were stretched out straight. In modern pianos, the bass strings are crossed over the other low ones. A cloud of dust flew out, and she sneezed.

"Bless you!"

Emily peered in, over and under the piano but saw no one. “All right, come out, whoever you are. This is getting old.”

“This is real. Believe me!”

“What, are you like some genie in a lamp? Will you grant me three wishes?”

“I wish I could. Now play me."

In stupefied disbelief, Emily sat down.

"Now," said the piano, "Here is the opening theme. It starts in E-flat, common time."

Emily felt as if a pair of gloves were sliding into her hands. They felt hot and tight. She clenched her fists but the sensation grew. At the same time, she felt dizzy and her head began to ache.

"Now we begin." The opening notes were slow and haunting, starting with very soft high trills that seemed to ring like a church bell long untouched. Emily found herself playing under another's willpower. But then the piano paused and commanded, "Write it down before you forget."

Emily reached for her manuscript and pencil. The music continued, sighing with longing. Then it picked up tempo, growing louder until it thundered through the small room, roaring in rage and frustration. Emily could barely keep up. Play, write, play, write. High arpeggios plunged down the keyboard into sudden pauses, leaving unspeakable grief hanging in the air. At last the piece began to subside into deep, rich chords of resignation.

Nearly an hour had passed, and Emily's hands had begun to cramp. She put down the pencil. "I have to stop."

The piano begged her, "Please keep going. There's not much more." And in fact its voice was growing faint. Soon the music faded to a long dissonant echo, like a cry from the grave. It ended in an eerie C-minor chord that rang like a descent into hell.

Emily finished writing the last few notes. “This – is- crazy,” she said when she was done. “'Is this all?"

"This will do."

Emily rubbed her tired hands and felt the blood flow through them again. She asked, "What do you call this?"

"The “Ghost Adagio.” But there's one measure you didn't quite get. Go up an octave in the Coda and slow down that last run.”

Emily tried it and found her fingers moving more fluently than before. The piano seemed to sing in a poignant manner, an easy rippling of sound that ended in a haunting breath. "This is beautiful," she said, feeling unreal.

"You've given me back my voice. But I have one last favor to ask."

"Now what?" Emily's dream began to fade. The mist faded and she saw the ugly cracked walls around her and the horrible pipes overhead where a woman's body had hung - if that were true.

"Please play this piece for your recital. Tell them my name, Fan Xiao-wei.  A few people might remember me."

"I won't promise anything!" Emily scooped up the manuscript and added it to her tote bag. She fled up to the street and headed home.

At the recital, she played Beethoven's "Appassionata" to thunderous applause. She stood and bowed, then sat down again. A murmur of anticipation ran through the hall.

Emily bent over the keys, her dark hair spilling onto her shoulders. She began to play the new piece full of a torrent of emotion and thunder, subsiding in the deep rich chords, haunting and dark.

When she was done, there was stunned silence. Then the audience applauded with even more enthusiasm. Emily took a deep bow and went off-stage, exhausted.

Her mentor, Professor Lansing, beamed at her. “That was wonderful! Did you compose that?"

Emily hesitated. She heard that plaintive voice ringing in her head. "Tell them my name. A few people might remember me." Her heart wanted to reveal the truth but her brain told her coldly, "No one would believe you."

"Yes, it's mine."

"What do you call it?"

"The Ghost Adagio."

As the applause rang around her, Emily began to feel a chill in the air. How could that be, in this overheated concert hall? The professor’s face seemed to waver and grow watery, as if she were staring into an icy bog.

She stumbled backwards and fell to the floor. Her neck snapped to one side and she choked on her own breath.

“Help,” she croaked, but no words came out. She stared up at the high ceiling with its gilt framed paintings. They seemed so far away, and soon she couldn’t see them at all as darkness whirled around her. Dim voices yammered above her, shaking her shoulders and pounding on her chest. She kicked and struggled, feeling unseen hands wrapping around her throat. That wasn’t standard CPR, was it?

Pain seared her hands as if fire were consuming them. My hands! Oh my God, what’s happening? The building must be on fire, but no one was carrying her out.

Then she heard a low hiss in her right ear. “That’s not yours.”

“Wh-what?”

“That’s not yours. You stole it from me.”

By now, Emily was beyond words, and the voice filled her head, a hiss of rage and loss.

“I died for my music. Now you will too.”

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